100 days

Looking at the babygaga.com ticker at the top of my blog today, I saw that it is now only 100 days til Cash's due date. Ironically this milestone coincided with my first major emotional baby-induced panic attack last night where I told Ross that 3 months was not enough time to "learn how to take care of a baby, breastfeed, and overall figure out what the hell I'm doing." Poor Ross. Today, I feel much better though the ticker is a stark reminder that Cash will be here before I know it. But overall my feelings are of excitement, anticipation, and joy(all floating within a bubble of mild anxiety).